i like this woman alot…………………she remains strong even if shes hurting inside..it must be hard for her..to loose his only son..i know how it feels,maybe in a way..! i idolize her and her attitude
sometimes i just let things pass. probably because i already got tired of telling people what the truth is…well its hard to make people who don’t believe see the real picture.its like telling a blind person that the sky is green or that the grass is blue when they have already been programmed to believe these things that they cant even see for themselves..right?.i hope karma knocks on there door soon and i wish i could just laugh at all the things that i hear from them..whatever..lets just SMILE =))
first day of 2012..i was so anxious on whats gonna be my life this year,2011 was tough, i had to make sacrifices and face its consequences alone.but thats fine,im used to being alone and im not really the type of person who would drag you into my life and ask for a shoulder to cry on..thats lame.someone to talk to is an option,someone to drink with is an option aswell but a shoulder to cry on is crap!.for some reason,im always uneasy whenever i dont have money in my pocket and for some reason i did not fell that on the first day of the year..probably because i know that its gonna be payday a couple of days from now..hahaha!! plus i was listening to indians by anthrax which helped set the mood. im so loving this year,even though i was born on the year of the metal rabbit, i feel that the dragon within me will be coming out this year and slay your fucking asses..and ill make sure that ill give you bitches a good fight….happy new year to all my haters..may you all rot in hell =))
im turning 24 a few hours from now..all i want is a hug from the people i love..im not expecting for this day to be very exciting,though i wish its gonna be a happy one.nothing has change,still i feel trapped in this frustrations in life, well i guess that makes life exciting but for me.its still boring. i hope that my 2012 will be a good year for me,hope to be back to lawschool and fix my career of being a lawyer but whatever happens, i wish it will be a year full of love and peace =))
-mitzinessss



